Freddie seemed to take an instant liking to us, and especially to me for some reason. At first, we thought it was because, coming from Gravesend, Drew and I knew how to talk respectfully and in a certain down-to-earth manner to men such as Freddie, even though it was obvious that we weren’t quite like Freddie, being a bit more schooled and polished. But we never behaved pretentiously or felt awkward in his presence: something he appreciated
since there were so many yuppies scrambling to find flats in the neighborhood, which was rapidly changing. But as we soon discovered,
Freddie’s gregariousness had other, more sinister roots.
A few months after we moved in, I lost my job as a photographer’s
assistant, so I was forced to quickly find something else. From that moment on, we suspected that Freddie
had planted a bug in our flat, because
he always seemed to know when things were tight. Whenever I was
about to have trouble paying the rent, he’d appear with some work.
Eventually, he hired me as his right-hand man, and together we’d renovate apartments so that he could charge the yuppies
even more.
A typical day with Freddie would
begin in his flat, the only one on the ground floor, where we’d devour a lumberjack breakfast of three or four eggs each, with ham, sausage, bacon, or all three, and topped with an espresso that would, as he said, “stiffen the hair on your nuts.” All this chez Bonzet, a Sicilian word meaning “little
fruit,” for Bonzet – the only nonmobbed-up man around, as we later learned – was over
three hundred pounds.
A fair haired, blue eyed, and slightly nervous fellow, Bonzet – or Jimmy – enjoyed the simple things, such as
relaxing in the sun in his folding chair, devouring an enormous spread, or chatting about whatever nonsense happened to be the order of the day. Jimmy also possessed a delightful sense of humor, and, more than anything, he loved to laugh. Only something stressful,
such as Freddie’s snide comments, endless ribbing,
or gruff commands could flip his
switches and trigger his more anxious,
jittery side.
This trait also formed
a keynote in the personality of Bonzet’s younger brother,
Rocco: a diminutive fellow with a blond crew cut and a big toothy grin. Besides being high-strung, Rocco was also a bit manic. On sunny days, he’d continually sweep
outside the club with an oversized straw broom,
twitching nervously and jabbering like a cockatoo. Rocco could never remain still; he hopped about like a sparrow searching
for
birdseed, whirling his broom over the same spot that
he’d swept just seconds before. But like Bonzet,
he always exhibited a palpable warmth and gregariousness, and so Rocco and I also quickly
bonded.
Well fortified by Bonzet’s cooking, Freddie
and I would clamber up the slate steps inside the
building, where he’d lead me into some ancient, dilapidated tenement. These were
the
same apartments that the nineteenth-century immigrants had lived in, gaining their first foothold in America. And there we were, Drew and I, college-educated guys from solid, middle-class families, and what the fuck is wrong with you kids? It’s as if your grandparents’ American dream is running in
reverse! And how on earth can you afford such astronomical prices?
People are paying seven hundred bucks a month for these dumpy, roach-infested holes! Freddie would exclaim, all the while insulting us, berating us, and puzzling over why we’d let him take such advantage of
us.
A classic Freddie rant, it was the kind of thing he pulled on everyone. He loved to break your balls; that was just Freddie. He was also crowned with a Napoleon complex,
not just because of his petite stature but for some other, more mysterious reason: something I never quite fathomed,
and which I never asked about, but I suspect it had something to do with the father that he never once mentioned.
At the beginning of each day we’d bust hump, perhaps down on our hands and knees as he taught me how to lay linoleum tiles:
“You heat the edges slightly, with this here blowtorch” – pointing it directly at my face and nearly singeing my eyebrows –
“then they melt right into place. When you trim ’em to fit those oddball angles, they’ll cut just like butter.” Freddie loved his propane burner,
and he cradled it like a Nazi enamored by a flame thrower. He also used it to melt away decades of lead paint from wooden moldings that ran along the entrances to each room. Being of the devil, he was immune to such toxins, so there were never any gas masks to protect
us.
One day, while we were in the basement rummaging through supplies, he
asked me to hand him a can that was filled with a white powder. When I looked inside and accidentally breathed a bit, coughed, and asked what it was, he matter-of-factly replied, “Asbestos” – as if it were as harmless as plaster of Paris. Then, as we were approaching his car, I noticed that his license plate read 666. This triple six appeared in the center of an otherwise meaningless
series of letters and integers, but it was grouped together
just like that: 666.
When I stopped, pointed, and said, Freddie, look! Six, six, six! he replied, Yeah, so? having no idea what it meant. After I explained, without missing a beat, he grumbled, Yeah,
well … I’m glad I got the devil on my side.
Just when we were kicking
ass on the job, Freddie would say, “Damn, I forgot my Scotch. Robbie, do me a favor, go get it. It’s in the club.”
So I’d climb downstairs,
knock on the door, and tell Nicky or Ralphie or Harry that Freddie wants his Johnny
Walker Black. And they’d let me in, the only nonmobster other than Bonzet who
was ever allowed inside, and hand me a bottle. But always with a sly, witty remark,
such as: Ain’t he had enough already,
or That lush, or Make
sure he don’t drink it all in one gulp!
And I’d smile and nod,
never once talking back to these killers, maimers, and torturers. At first I didn’t
know what they were up to, but I could sense these were not men to be fucked with.
Unless you assumed the proper role – of being the younger, less experienced one,
nodding with respect to the elders – your ass was grass.
As if to illustrate this
point, Dick Bittle, who lived cattycorner to us and whom Drew called Dick Little
behind his back, had once invited his brother, Gary, to visit: a clueless hick
who was a goofball, just like Dick. Drew and I even wondered if Dick had scrambled
his noggin because of his former job: stripping paint from furniture with highly
toxic solvents that eat away at brain tissue and dissolve your humanity faster
than it does the pigment. But then, after we met his brother, we figured it must
ran in the family. In any case, when Gary showed up, he craned his neck back and
hollered for Dick from the pavement. This was before Freddie had installed a buzzer
on the front door, which was normally locked. So Gary was screaming: Hey, motherfucker!
Hey, cocksucker! Hey, you no good little prick!
The men in the club had
no idea who he was, but just as he belted out, Hey, motherfucker!
a woman happened to be passing by. Although these guys entertained some rather
primitive ideas about the opposite sex, they also abided by the Sicilian tradition
of always treating women – at least outwardly – with respect. And, as anyone
in Little Italy could have told you, Gary, you don’t use that lingo in front of
a lady! I mean, that’s somebody’s mother, fer krist’s sake! So they
beat Gary to a pulp. And it made them feel good to punch him in the face, kick
him in the balls, and draw blood, for it was just an excuse to do what they did
best: to break the law and fuck with you for the slightest of reasons – if they
could get away with it.
Anyway, after I’d return
with the Johnny, things would get a bit blurry, if I might call it that. Like
a baby nursing on his mother’s breast, Freddie sucked away at his bottle. Soon,
the tiles would have gotten laid sideways if I hadn’t volunteered, in the most
diplomatic fashion, to finish up:
Hey, Freddie, I’d say,
save your knees, take a break. You’re working your butt off; let Robbie take over.
Come on, relax, enjoy your drink. You did enough for one day. Besides, I appreciate
how you’re teaching me all this stuff, so, let me practice a bit, and get it down.
Freddie would stop, take
a deep, dramatic breath, and say, Yeah, maybe yer right. OK, but do me a favor.
Reach over there, on the floor, behind that toolbox, and hand me one of them cigars.
I’d pass along a cheap
Denobili, and he’d offer me a slug of Johnny, and I’d say No, I’d better not.
I can’t handle it like you can, Freddie. If I do that, the tiles will end up glued
to the wall! And Freddie would laugh, especially since the joke was on me.
He’d imbibe some more,
and start slurring, and that’s when the day would end, the workday that is: about
three in the afternoon, when he’d suddenly announce: “OK, that’s it. I’ve had
too much. We better call it a day.” We’d leave the tools and half-cut tiles right
there, on the floor, then we’d enter his flat, wash up, and go next door to the
club.
Once inside, he’d hand
me cash for a day’s work and insist that I join him in a drink. There was no way
around that, so I’d sip a shot as slowly as I could, because, if I downed it,
Freddie would pour me another, and then another, until I’d be unable to write
for the rest of the day. So, instead, I’d sip and try to blend into the woodwork
as Nicky Joe “The Cook” turned on the espresso machine, and somebody knocked at
the door, and Frankie “The Foot” slid the curtain open just a hair and said, It’s
them fuckin’ junkies.
Two skinny scruffy beady-eyed
guys in their late twenties would step in – but no farther than the threshold
– and open their long trench coats. And just like you’d see in a B-movie, the
linings were stuffed with filet mignon, nicked from a local supermarket. Freddie
would offer them six bucks a steak, then settle accounts and say, Scram.
He’d throw me a steak or two, and Nicky would hand me an espresso, and I’d thank
them profusely but not too profusely: just the right balance. For, as Walt Whitman
says: Be profuse, be profuse, be profuse. But be
not too damned profuse!
Then someone – usually,
the most reptilian creature among them, that being Joey “Guts” – would mutter:
Fuckin’ junkies. I never once saw Joey smile. Whenever he spoke, his eyeteeth
would emerge from the corners of his lips and glimmer, and it was often during
such moments that I felt he only barely tolerated my presence. Whenever he’d say
hello, it was always grudgingly: just a nod or a softly murmured, barely audible,
How ya doin’. It wasn’t merely that Joey didn’t care for me; he was so
profoundly evil that even the slightest expression of etiquette annoyed him. Joey
didn’t really like anyone; he was incapable of liking anything on this earth.
But his greeting, his regard, and his general manner toward me was markedly different
than it was toward the others. More suspicious and begrudging, more reserved and
withheld. For, after all, I’d always remain an outsider; and what the hell was
I even doing there? It was only out of respect for Freddie, who was the alpha
male, that I was tolerated by Joey. Otherwise, I’d have a knee to the groin or
a bullet to the brain.
After Freddie
knocked off his bottle, we’d retire to his apartment. As soon as he grew hungry,
he’d stick his head out the living room window facing the courtyard and yell:
“Oh, Bonzeeeeet?” as if Jimmy were his downtrodden maid or overwrought housewife.
Moments later
Bonzet would arrive, and he’d snap at Freddie in short, clipped beats:
“What the fuck do you want? Why are you always yelling like that? What the hell
is wrong with you?”
Only Bonzet
could get away with that, because he really was a sort of wife to Freddie. And
because they possessed the informality of old friends who had grown up on that
very street. And because he was, after all, not the slightest threat. So, Freddie
enjoyed cranking him up and bringing out his hysterical side, and that’s why Freddie
put up with it.
Once Jimmy
had simmered down a bit, he’d turn to me and nod: a warm, benevolent, respectful
nod, and maybe murmur How ya doing, Bobby?
Then he’d unstack the aluminum pots and pans and begin his elaborate preparations.
And it was more like what you’d cook for a regiment. You’d never imagine that
it was just Freddie, Bonzet, Peggy, and me. In one of those gleaming vat-shaped
containers, Bonzet would boil water and toss in ears and ears of corn. After unwrapping
the filets, he’d heat some tomato sauce in another pot filled with mushrooms,
red and green hot peppers, and everything Sicilian imaginable.
As I said to
Drew, try as we might, it was as if we could never escape Gravesend. There we
were, more Sicilianized than ever, and there was no avoiding it. Because, after
all, you can’t just walk away from the Mob or from men like Freddie. But, at the
time, we hadn’t yet realized how deep into this mobster mire we’d sunk.
After our filet,
baked ziti, or chicken parmigiana, or, I should say, during it, there would be
knock after knock at the door, with Freddie barking who is it? and someone answering
Paulie, or Tiny, or Ralphie. Then Paulie “The Pipe” or Tiny “The
Ton” or Ralphie
“The
Rope” would saunter in and hand Freddie
a piece of paper marked with a number, along
with some cash.
Freddie would
nod his head and make
small
talk with these goons as Jimmy
and I devoured his delectable spread. And
I’d say Bonzet, this
is magnificent; I can’t
believe
how good
this
tastes. Then
he’d
assume his
most
serious demeanor, because
now we were talking about that
most holy of holies. With a concentrated look
on his face, he’d hesitate a moment,
as if gathering
his thoughts and searching for words, words
usually being
so unnecessary to
Jimmy. For who
needed
them when, instead, you
had sun, wind, food,
drink,
and life itself
right there, in the palm
of
your hand? But eventually he’d
say,
“Bobby, it ain’t hard. This
is what you do.
You boil
some water …” Then
he’d
spend the next
twenty
minutes describing,
in minute detail, how he’d prepared the filets, or
the
mushrooms and tomato sauce,
or how to
chop garlic, or
what to look
for
when you
shop
for red and green hot peppers.
Freddie would
finally lose his patience and
shout:
“Bonzet, what the fuck are you
wasting
yer time for? Robbie
ain’t never gonna cook nothing
for
himself! He’s
an
upper-class man! He even has a college degree!
And look at him
now!
He’s working for me!
What does that tell you,
Robbie?
What’s more important, book knowledge
or
life knowledge? Nothing
beats real experience
…”
But
the “experience”
Freddie was jabbering
on
about had nothing to
do with what my Uncle
Byron had meant
when
he’d watched me complete my first oil
painting when I was six years old and said,
Robbie, you’ve had
a new experience.
Instead, it had to
do
with incarceration in Sing Sing, or
the Tombs,
or
wherever Freddie had
slept behind county walls.
Freddie
never
spoke about
being in the
Mob. He
even tried
to lead us
off
the trail, making a
seemingly innocuous remark
about how, once, he’d met a guy
who had seemed to be in the
Mafia. A red
herring if there ever was one,
as I later
realized. But he made no
bones about
how he’d
done time for various crimes. In
fact,
he was proud of
it,
as he knew
it
would only bolster his image
as a tough
guy.
Freddie often
taught me peculiar little things, odds and
ends
that he’d learned in prison. One afternoon, while we were looking
for
a nut to fit a bolt,
he grabbed the tray inside his long
metal
toolbox,
which was filled with
a heterogeneous assortment of orphaned nuts,
bolts, nails, and screws, and said,
Hey, grab that there paper! meaning a copy of the Daily News
that was lying on the floor.
After spreading the paper open,
he dumped
the contents
of the tray onto the centerfold. Poking his
knobby
fingers
through the mess, he
finally found what he was looking for.
Then he carefully gripped the paper by the edges, forming a funnel, and poured
everything back into the box, minus any mess.
Smiling his
mean but wily grin – his diabolically
charming yet unquestionably pathological
smile – he blurted out: “Let me ask
you
something. I bet
you never
learned how to use a newspaper like that in school,
did you? Well, you know
where I learned that?
Same place where I got all my best education.
In the can.”
One evening, in the midst of an unspeakably
delicious feast of calamari and sautéed garlic, a Longshoreman named Eddie “The Breeze” showed up. Eddie was distraught because even though the guys on the job had pooled their resources and played a winning number, he’d scrawled it so carelessly that it resembled a 451 instead of a 431, so now the numbers men refused to pay up.
To make matters worse, the Longshoremen were convinced that Eddie had pocketed the prize and was bullshitting about not getting paid because of an ambiguous scrawl.
So there he was, bug-eyed and pale as a specter, as we ate our corn on the cob smothered with nature’s best butter and glistening with heaps of salt. As it melted in our mouths and I complemented Jimmy on his cooking, Eddie, who was accompanied by a tall, strapping Longshoreman named Ronnie,
said that the guys had nearly lynched him when he claimed that he hadn’t collected anything. That’s why he was there now, with Ronnie, so that Freddie could explain what had happened and they could receive a final verdict about what the “numbers guys” at the top had decided to do, since they, the Longshoremen, still felt they should be rewarded.
“Because, Freddie, remember when I gave
it to you? I even said, ‘431, Freddie, I’m prayin’ for it: 431!’”
But Freddie,
who treasured the opportunity to lord it over other
men, especially when they were three times his size, was in no
rush. In
between succulent bites
of calamari
he’d pause, burp, and savor each morsel of
his story, recounting how he’d gallantly
strolled into Mikey
“The Meat
Hook’s” office and explained: “Mikey,
these
Longshoremen are stand-up fellas.
We’ve been
doing business with them
for years,
and they never pulled
nothing like this
before.” To give Mikey an idea of what an
exemplary character Eddie was, he added that whenever Eddie came
in with a number,
Freddie would invite him
to
sit down and have a shot of Johnnie. But Eddie
was
a good, respectful
man who always politely declined, knowing
how busy Freddie was and how inappropriate it would be
to
take too much of his time.
Mikey
interrupted and said
never about mind that bullshit. What happened? When
he handed it to you,
did you
look it over or
not? And if you did, why the fuck didn’t you ask, What is this; I can’t read chicken scrawl!
You sayin’ 431
or 451?
And Freddie said, Mikey,
I didn’t ask nothing because Eddie said, “Say a prayer
for the 431! If
I hit
it, I’m taking
Suzie”
– that’s his wife – “out on a cruise.”
Mikey
drilled his eyes into Freddie and said, You sure about
that?
Absolutely.
He repeated it twice:
Pray for the 431, Freddie!
Mikey
glowered
but then smirked, scratched his chin, spit
on the
floor, lit a cigar, and asked
Freddie
if he wanted one. But Freddie said, No, thanks;
I’m
good.
“Because
Mikey
loved them fucking cigars.
They were like
fifty-dollar Cubans. You ever
smoke a Havana, Eddie?”
By
now, Eddie was nearly crawling through his
skin. He was sweating
like a pig, and not
a pig in shit
but one
about to
get roasted alive. Then
Freddie looked up from his plate and said, Hey, you sure you
don’t want no
calamari? And Eddie
got so choked up that he
couldn’t talk. He just shook his head,
no, while his
partner
stood beside him,
mute. Eddie must have told Ronnie not to
say a word, because he
knew Freddie hated to converse with strangers.
So Ronnie just stood there quietly and
turned a deeper shade of red, and I don’t
know whether
it was from fear or from anger.
After
letting go a long sonorous burp, Freddie wiped his chin, made like he was about
to reveal the final decision, then turned to me and asked if I wanted to
watch Buck Rogers in the 25th Century or
I Love Lucy.
I
said, “Let’s go with Buck,” so Freddie hit the
TV zapper
just as Buck was just coming
on. And we both agreed, Freddie and I, we always
agreed that although this Buck was cool, he
wasn’t as cool as the original one from the Thirties. How
I loved to watch
the old Buck Rodgers and
Flash Gordon serials! With
those ancient black-and-white shows, everything was so obviously
faked. The sets
were constructed of paper-mache and cardboard,
and
sometimes they’d shake – just as Eddie was shaking
now – while
Flash or his angelic heartthrob, Dale
Arden, ambled across
the stage. But the best part was
the spaceship, which sputtered like a sparkler
and moved so slowly and in such a wavering, crooked line that it looked as if
it were about to fall
from the sky at any moment.
Yet
there was something
terrifying about those old
tales, because people were always getting killed: even
the main characters,
whom you’d never
expect to get offed. But
they were captured
and zapped
by aliens
who
appeared at
just the wrong
moment. Thus, there
was something so
lifelike
– or deathlike –
about Flash
Gordon and Buck Rogers. It was just like the Mob. One
wrong move,
and it didn’t matter
if you
were Joe Blow or Mikey the
Meat Hook, you were gone
– poof – just as quickly as Flash’s
comrades were vaporized by those guns.
After
swallowing one last chunk of calamari, Freddie
burped,
farted, said
Excuse my manners, then looked Eddie
straight in the eye and
grumbled, “Listen.
Mikey said: ‘Next time you write
a three, make sure
it looks like a
fuckin’ three.’
But for now, you’re good.”
Meaning,
the Mob had
decided to fork
it over.
Eddie’s
eyes popped, then rolled across the
floor. He could barely
contain his joy,
or greed, or whatever
the hell it was.
When
I consider it now, years later, it’s amazing how unabashed Freddie was about that
whole numbers racket. At one point, they’d even positioned a kindergarten chalkboard
right in front of the club, where they’d draw in the digits as soon as they were
announced. But according to Bonzet, the cops finally told them to be more discreet,
so the blackboard was 86’d.
It
wasn’t just the numbers
that made us suspicious of Freddie, who claimed he was handling it as a favor
for one of the local tough guys. What really did it was a story that he related
one night when Drew, who occasionally worked with us on bigger jobs, was
seated beside me at Freddie’s kitchen
table. We
were savoring
a cheesecake that Freddie
had portioned into
what he
called humungous
slices, passing
it round and round until we could
eat no
more.
I
can no longer recall how we drifted into
this horrendous tale or what, exactly, the
segue had been.
But whatever it
was, Freddie had been drinking
too much
and had let it slip that, a few years
before, his sister, who lived
in L.A.,
had phoned to complain
about her neighbors: a free-loving – in every
sense of the word
– couple. What nowadays
we’d call
a New Age couple perhaps, but
the main point being
that they were
nudists.
Although she’d
politely asked them
to erect
a fence so she wouldn’t have to see them
and their friends cavorting around naked
in the
yard, they did
nothing; they
refused.
So
Freddie said, alright, sit tight, I’m
coming over. And
he flew
to L.A.,
and he set
their house on fire.
After
he returned, he
phoned her,
as per arrangement, and asked, “How’s
the barbecue coming along?”
“Everything’s
turned out
to perfection.” And they laughed, and that
was the end of the
freewheeling couple.
Upon hearing this, Drew
and I shot each other a look, and we
nearly gagged on our cheesecake. But we carefully masked our shock until Freddie had gotten up to pee – “To relieve myself,” as he said, with faux diplomacy.
How Freddie loved to display his “manners”! When he lived in California, he worked in the film industry – the porno business, to be precise – and he’d hobnobbed with some wealthy businessmen in L.A. Unlike the other
low-level hoods at the club, Freddie knew more about the whole class divide and how the well-to-do speak differently and carry themselves more gracefully. So this was Freddie’s sardonic way of saying, Yeah, sure; I could do that too. But fuck it, and fuck you …
We never
learned if the
nudists had been hurt in the blaze, and, to be honest, we didn’t want to know. But, at that moment, we realized we needed to distance
ourselves.
A few days later, Freddie came up with the idea of taking me to
a bordello – a proposition I successfully managed to avoid. And whenever he brought
it up, he’d make odd remarks about male anatomy: something that seemed a bit out of character, but eventually it fit snugly into the Freddie jigsaw puzzle.
Freddie later confided in me that, when we’d first moved in, he’d assumed Drew and I were a gay couple. It wasn’t until my Ethiopian girlfriend, Abebe, showed up – a moody,
brooding statuesque lady with black fire in her
eyes and an enigmatic
smile on her lips – that Freddie realized we were just “regular guys.” Yet, he related
this to me with a lingering tone of uncertainty, as if hoping that he might be
wrong.
One night when he was really hitting the bottle, Freddie insisted that
I accompany him to his other flat. This wasn’t his usual digs but was located in a building a few doors away, where he’d grown up with his
immigrant parents.
As is often the case
with mobsters, Freddie regarded his mother as an unblemished saint. His eyes would
tear at the mere mention of her name. And, of course, prominently displayed on his dresser, there it was: a photo of the most hideous woman I’ve ever seen.
Freddie’s mother closely
resembled the iguana-eyed matriarch who stars in Lina Wertmüller’s Seven Beauties: an obese Nazi who runs a concentration camp. The story revolves round a handsome prisoner, Pasqualino, who decides that the only way to escape is to seduce her. But when she sits there naked before him – with a grave, unsmiling expression, and with
all the allure of a hippopotamus – he can’t get it up.
Just
as one might attempt
while studying
a portrait of
Hitler’s mother, I scanned the image for a detail that might reveal an essential
link between the beast and the diabolical
runt it had spawned. As I continued to gaze,
she seemed to scowl, her ebony eyes afloat in a vat of pale, jelly-like flesh.
Garbed in
woebegone widow’s
attire, she appeared like a black widow
spider that had
just swallowed her son’s meager soul
… and was about
to vomit
it out
at any second.
A
final overlay of hideousness I have yet
to mention. As I later learned from one of the old-timers on the block, the spider had died a most fitting death:
One
day, a garbage truck
had come careening round the corner. A heavy metal
chain, which was normally attached to
each side at the back of the
truck, had slipped off one of its hooks.
As it flew out,
unfurling across the street, it wrapped itself round Freddie’s mother’s neck.
Then it lifted her up and snapped her back, into the gaping maw where the
trash was churned and crushed
to a pulp, which is precisely what it
did to her.
All this filtered through
my mind in brief, fleeting moments as I stood there and Freddie muttered: Yes,
it was a picture of his mother. Then he stepped into the kitchen to pour himself
a bumper glass of Johnny. When he returned, after hemming and hawing and acting
a bit more distracted than usual, he said, “You know, it’s late. Why don’t you stay over? Here, you can sleep in these” – handing me a pair of silk jammies.
And, oh, boy; all at once it hit me, naive little bunny that I was. Freddie’s gay. And
he wants me to be his chicken. And that’s what he learned in the can …
Of course, I scrammed. Then
I really distanced myself, working as little as possible until I found a construction
job that paid more, and I had a legitimate excuse to move on.
* * *
About a year
later, as I was walking along the block one evening, Freddie waved at me from the driver’s seat of his black sedan,
which was idling near the club.
He said that
he’d just sold the building and was about to move into his mother’s old flat.
“Call this number,” he added, handing me a scrap of paper. “It’s the Manhattan
housing authority. Tell ’em you’re being overcharged.”
We’d always
assumed that Freddie was ripping us off, but we never dared to mention it. But
now, he was giving us carte blanche to do as we pleased and to take the new landlord
to court.
It was his going-away gift.
Freddie continued to manage the club for a few more
years, but then, shortly after I left for Paris, he moved to California. A smart
relocation on his part, because the Feds came down hard on the Italian Mob in
New York, no doubt to make way for the more powerful Russian and South American
gangs.
But one thing Freddie couldn’t escape was AIDS.
I didn’t hear about it till decades later, but that’s
how he died. Especially at that time, when the illness was newly discovered and
the treatments were harsh and ineffective, a bullet to the brain might have been
more merciful.
When I learned of his demise, I tipped my hat to Freddie:
son of proud immigrants, and the craziest motherfucker on the block.